[He's not sure if he's more confused or angry. He doesn't remember dying, and he feels like he would, even if it was just something sudden, like-
Like maybe taking a bullet in the back, which could have been what pushed him forward, but he doesn't remember that, doesn't want to think that's what happened. He has a purpose, and he needs to get back to it.]
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[He's not sure if he's more confused or angry. He doesn't remember dying, and he feels like he would, even if it was just something sudden, like-
Like maybe taking a bullet in the back, which could have been what pushed him forward, but he doesn't remember that, doesn't want to think that's what happened. He has a purpose, and he needs to get back to it.]